I shouldn't be such an idiot: Is that true?

I was an idiot the other day,
oh well.

I went to the Sukhawat party
looking for people to be unconscious,
asleep, blah, blah. Blah.

They were.
La, la.
What's new.

And I made myself unhappy
with the story that:
People should be awake.

What silliness:

People should be awake
if they are awake.

People should be asleep
if they are asleep.

Their business.

One person to keep
awake
if I can
and want to:

me