happiness in the morning against the chattering brain odds in Austin

I "should" be less happy
according the the usual thought
suspects
me of "not making enough money"
"not moving the business forward"
worst of all,
not even being "enlightened"
yet

and yet,
i'm happy
and i can keep coming
coming
not that kind
but kind of like that kind
the release
of ahhhh,
it's ahhhh llll
right, right now

yes, just me
and YOU,
the big
you
the all
is here
in the
sweet old  always now new awaking game:

the bones hold up the head
the feet
on the ground
the eyes taking in the sky

light coming in the
eyes
sound in the ears
breathing
the air
in
letting the air
out

erring on the side
of simplicity

no need to explain
and label
and say
it

just feeling
sensing
understanding:
under
standing:

WE ARE OUR EXPERIENCE NOW

at a youth hostel now
not a youth
(is that true???)
I am my experience
now

that creates
almost impossibility
to not be happy

what is your
experience
right now


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