the fun of messing up

the fun of messing up:


what i consider messing up
now

is to be grumpy
ever
about
What Is.

and so,
this morning,
grumpy because of
a racket with a leaf blower
thing

and whose business is it
what some sweet guy
does with his time
and energy?

his.

and for me
to grump out
about it
is to make a mess

and the fun is this:
realizing
that
I'm insane when I do that
laughing at myself

and then
going about a much brighter,
happier
day