warm or cold, who is responsible?

when i am cold
i hide from
loving life fully

is this me
or is it the cold?

when i talk to people
sometimes
i am there
listening
excited to be present
to myself and to them

sometimes i have a message
i want to get across
sometimes i don't
"like" the person i'm with:
in these states:
i'm not present
not happy
not clear

this:
how to be warm
when
the cold
wants to take
over

my question
for the day:

love
chris