warm or cold, who is responsible?

when i am cold
i hide from
loving life fully

is this me
or is it the cold?

when i talk to people
sometimes
i am there
listening
excited to be present
to myself and to them

sometimes i have a message
i want to get across
sometimes i don't
"like" the person i'm with:
in these states:
i'm not present
not happy
not clear

this:
how to be warm
when
the cold
wants to take
over

my question
for the day:

love
chris

now yes now yes

the day is now
sun gone
night comng
cold

life is
good



the taste of evening
sleep with its
empy spaces
the bed with its warmth
the night
with its touching
and caresses
now
and then
the cold air
and the warm
blankets

the world
of horizontal

good